8 de set. de 2009

perto do passado brilhante amanhã é incolor.

throw your papers to the wind

the lasting sacred sorrowful stain
from days of spilled blood
sad tears which didn't quiet
didn't warm.
only brought more desire and agony

when they get what they want
they never want it again
and sister,
didn't you say you would be my sis
forever more? no you never did,
but it was clearly written in our feline eyes.
we both were one planet, with water and air and a little of earth...stability.
it hurts me so much that you think that i betrayed our everlasting ring
but now we're thru and it won't matter anymore.
i could betray my blood, my dark blood and the stars or this twisted heart of mine
but you i wouldn't pass over.

are they nil now?
all the afternoons of hysterical bliss.
that dipped me in life
and made me forget that there was some dark side
some kind of hate
i flew over the cuckoo's nest but i knew i was home.

i could sincerely miss the hugs i didn't give you
because i thought it wouldn't matter
it would be forever
but this you would find very weary and fake
and that's why you don't need my hugs
you haven't been needing them
since you've got someone else to carry you
and so i wave you goodbye, so long
soul sis.

forceful behavior

hey you
see me?
pictures crazy
all the world I've seen before me passing by
I've got nothing to gain, to lose
all the world I've seen before me passing by
you don't care about how I feel
I don't feel it anymore
I don't see
anymore
I don't hear
anymore
I don't speak
anymore
I don't feel...